Today hasn’t been one of my favorites because I think I have been living in more than one reality. I know that sounds really bad but…..my mind just hasn’t worked properly. Or rather, I haven’t. More than one thing has happened to really let me know how dumb I can act. But in my defense, I think I must have been talking to others and just not completely at home in my body today.
At least, while driving, I seem to be acting responsibly, thank God. I remember years ago when I went to the doctor because of something I had happen to me while driving. And of course the doctor added to my paranoia when he turned off the lights, took a flashlight, shined it up into my mouth so that he could see into my brain the easy way, and then proceeded to tell me that I needed a cat scan. Because of what had happened to me, I aggreed but didn’t know that he wanted me to do the test right then. Needless to say they found nothing. But I knew what was wrong with me. This was before I came out of the psychic closet. An incident like this reminded me that I needed to do what I had told God I would come here to do. Shortly thereafter I started with some reluctance. My life has been very different since then.
Today I was having one of those days again.